I Was Wondering About Jesus

I was laying down to rest and wondered about Jesus Christ The Messiah.  I was told that he only had two or three years of preaching and guiding us along the path of righteousness.  It sucks that he went through so much torment for us, his followers.  I wondered how he spent his earlier days before he became more known to his followers.  Some things are better left unknown and I wish that I was more like him.